i just sit at my computer and type pointless words and phrases into search engines, hoping that somehow it will save me from how i feel; or give me the answers i need to feel satisfied with myself. Trapped inside these walls, I feel lost, depression and anxiety try to take me away again. As I listen to the rain drip against the roof, and smear against the window, distorting images of the lonely neighborhood into an gloomy abstract world of art; a sense of comfort comes about.
